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...goodbye.
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*long exhale*
Oh, my children, my precious, darling children. I never thought I'd be saying this.
Alright, let's start from the beginning. I'm leaving the Undertale fandom.
I've thought about this long and hard, as I do still enjoy watching the amazing artists and animators that are or were in the fandom. But ever since I got into OsomatsuSan, I've been drifting farther and farther away. It's true that I haven't watched anyone play the game for a year or so now, and the true meaning of it, all the emotions that I felt when I first saw it, seem only like distant, oversaturated memories. Don't get me wrong, I'm never going to forget the beautiful artists who made amazing things from the game. But I don't feel as connected to the fandom as I used to be.
It sucks, really. I hardly even got to develop ConclusionTale, which I was so excited to share with everyone. But, I guess, seeing as the AU was set after Undertale died as a fandom, ConclusionTale can begin for real now...
Sigh... farewell, my AU <3
But... that's not all I'm saying goodbye to.
Now that I'm gone from the fandom, what good is it to be under an account named after a character, is it?
And it's not only that. I don't like this account.
I lied to get on here. I made this account when I first joined Undertale as a very, VERY cringy twelve year old who was still so deep into Fnaf I was making animatronic ship children.
But I've changed a lot since then.
My main OCs has changed, their personalities have changed, their appearance has changed... some I've even gotten rid of entirely.
I have more self-esteem and confidence in my art.
I don't feel like I have to follow everyone who follows me anymore just so they'll stay with me.
I'm more cautious about what I do and say to people, and of future consequences my actions may have.
My art has improved.
I have improved.
I don't want to be compared to who I was back then. And I know that I will be.
But... I can't leave.
I've made so many friends. I've meet so many people. And I love each and every one of you so, so much.
However.
As all of you may have noticed, I haven't been on much. I have over 200 followers, and it sucks knowing I can't be there for someone who might really need it because of my frequent absences.
So, I'm starting fresh.
But...
I'm not telling everyone what my new account is.
I'm only going to tell my real life and closest DA friends the name.
Please, don't be angry with me. I am really so sorry. I love you all, so much, and I hate that I have to do this to you.
But it's so stressful, being absent when I know I have so many people relying on me to be there, and often times I CAN'T.
To everyone I have wronged on this account, everyone I've cursed at or called names, I'm sorry.
To all the friends I've made on this journey, thank you.
To everyone I've ever met or comforted in a state of distress, stay strong. I've been through both paranoia and depression this year, and I've survived. Don't give up. It's not over yet. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and keep running towards the sunshine, because it's still there. It just got lost behind the clouds.
I love you all so much. I can't say it enough. I couldn't have gotten to where I am today without you guys.
But I've stalled enough.
I'm afraid that it's time, my friends.
Goodbye, everyone.
Signing off for the final time,
Sanstheskelepun10
<3
Oh, my children, my precious, darling children. I never thought I'd be saying this.
Alright, let's start from the beginning. I'm leaving the Undertale fandom.
I've thought about this long and hard, as I do still enjoy watching the amazing artists and animators that are or were in the fandom. But ever since I got into OsomatsuSan, I've been drifting farther and farther away. It's true that I haven't watched anyone play the game for a year or so now, and the true meaning of it, all the emotions that I felt when I first saw it, seem only like distant, oversaturated memories. Don't get me wrong, I'm never going to forget the beautiful artists who made amazing things from the game. But I don't feel as connected to the fandom as I used to be.
It sucks, really. I hardly even got to develop ConclusionTale, which I was so excited to share with everyone. But, I guess, seeing as the AU was set after Undertale died as a fandom, ConclusionTale can begin for real now...
Sigh... farewell, my AU <3
But... that's not all I'm saying goodbye to.
Now that I'm gone from the fandom, what good is it to be under an account named after a character, is it?
And it's not only that. I don't like this account.
I lied to get on here. I made this account when I first joined Undertale as a very, VERY cringy twelve year old who was still so deep into Fnaf I was making animatronic ship children.
But I've changed a lot since then.
My main OCs has changed, their personalities have changed, their appearance has changed... some I've even gotten rid of entirely.
I have more self-esteem and confidence in my art.
I don't feel like I have to follow everyone who follows me anymore just so they'll stay with me.
I'm more cautious about what I do and say to people, and of future consequences my actions may have.
My art has improved.
I have improved.
I don't want to be compared to who I was back then. And I know that I will be.
But... I can't leave.
I've made so many friends. I've meet so many people. And I love each and every one of you so, so much.
However.
As all of you may have noticed, I haven't been on much. I have over 200 followers, and it sucks knowing I can't be there for someone who might really need it because of my frequent absences.
So, I'm starting fresh.
But...
I'm not telling everyone what my new account is.
I'm only going to tell my real life and closest DA friends the name.
Please, don't be angry with me. I am really so sorry. I love you all, so much, and I hate that I have to do this to you.
But it's so stressful, being absent when I know I have so many people relying on me to be there, and often times I CAN'T.
To everyone I have wronged on this account, everyone I've cursed at or called names, I'm sorry.
To all the friends I've made on this journey, thank you.
To everyone I've ever met or comforted in a state of distress, stay strong. I've been through both paranoia and depression this year, and I've survived. Don't give up. It's not over yet. Pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and keep running towards the sunshine, because it's still there. It just got lost behind the clouds.
I love you all so much. I can't say it enough. I couldn't have gotten to where I am today without you guys.
But I've stalled enough.
I'm afraid that it's time, my friends.
Goodbye, everyone.
Signing off for the final time,
Sanstheskelepun10
<3
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Oh Yeah!
1 min read
Anyone here on Framecast?
I have an account as TheUnderwolf10, and I'm pretty active.
So if you're on, tell me your account name! I'd love to check out what you guys do (and don't worry, you're probably WAAAY better at animating than me ;w; )!
I have an account as TheUnderwolf10, and I'm pretty active.
So if you're on, tell me your account name! I'd love to check out what you guys do (and don't worry, you're probably WAAAY better at animating than me ;w; )!
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RP Meme (as tagged by ScribblyFandoms7)
2 min read
Oh look a thing
From ScribblyFandoms7
Thank you, Scribbles!
Who do you RP With the most?
I have one Undertale roleplay that I do with my girlfriend, therefore I roleplay with her the most.
Who do you like to RP With the most?
Please direct your attention to the first answer.
(She can play a killer Papyrus, lemme tell ya-)
Which character(s) do you use the most?
Sans and Frisk. I am WAY better at Frisk than I am at Sans, but I think I'm starting to get the hang of him... nah.
Do you RP Everyday?
Pretty much, yeah.
Who do you want to RP With right now?
Right now? No one.
Eventually? Idk, maybe someone who can play a good Sans. I've always wanted to try being Papyrus.
Also someone who's okay with depressing elements. They're the most fun >:3
Has anything bad happened in RPs?
Trust me, you don't even KNOW. Let me make a short list:
-4 Actual Deaths
-3 Dream Deaths
-Burning
-Someone went blind
-5 Amalgamations
-Insanity
-Memory Loss
-Seizures
-Drowning
-Decapitation
-A lot of people (monsters, in this case) tearing others or themselves to shreds
And that's just the condensed version.
Has anything sexual happened in Rps?
Thankfully no, but we got DANGEROUSLY close one time.
Do you regret any RPs?
Nope. For as depressing as it may be, it's really kind of fun.
I swear to the Great Papyrus I'm not insane.
If you were RPing right now who would ya be?
If I was to continue roleplaying with her at this point in time, I'd be Sans.
(If you're curious, she'd be Alphys.)
Who do ya tag?
Anyone who wants to do this. I don't care.
From ScribblyFandoms7
Thank you, Scribbles!
Who do you RP With the most?
I have one Undertale roleplay that I do with my girlfriend, therefore I roleplay with her the most.
Who do you like to RP With the most?
Please direct your attention to the first answer.
(She can play a killer Papyrus, lemme tell ya-)
Which character(s) do you use the most?
Sans and Frisk. I am WAY better at Frisk than I am at Sans, but I think I'm starting to get the hang of him... nah.
Do you RP Everyday?
Pretty much, yeah.
Who do you want to RP With right now?
Right now? No one.
Eventually? Idk, maybe someone who can play a good Sans. I've always wanted to try being Papyrus.
Also someone who's okay with depressing elements. They're the most fun >:3
Has anything bad happened in RPs?
Trust me, you don't even KNOW. Let me make a short list:
-4 Actual Deaths
-3 Dream Deaths
-Burning
-Someone went blind
-5 Amalgamations
-Insanity
-Memory Loss
-Seizures
-Drowning
-Decapitation
-A lot of people (monsters, in this case) tearing others or themselves to shreds
And that's just the condensed version.
Has anything sexual happened in Rps?
Thankfully no, but we got DANGEROUSLY close one time.
Do you regret any RPs?
Nope. For as depressing as it may be, it's really kind of fun.
I swear to the Great Papyrus I'm not insane.
If you were RPing right now who would ya be?
If I was to continue roleplaying with her at this point in time, I'd be Sans.
(If you're curious, she'd be Alphys.)
Who do ya tag?
Anyone who wants to do this. I don't care.
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Oh Yeah I Almost Forgot To Mention
1 min read
I have a YT channel now!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
It's called Dat Random Artistic Wolf.
Here's a link: www.youtube.com/channel/UCPy4R…
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
It's called Dat Random Artistic Wolf.
Here's a link: www.youtube.com/channel/UCPy4R…
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(You're going to want to read this:
before you continue reading this journal entry)
I said I was going to do something with it.
I said I was going to tell you more about it.
Yet I haven't.
The truth is: I've drawn a lot for this AU. My AU.
I've changed something, too.
I'm posting a CT Sans reference sheet type of thing as soon as I finish typing this journal. And I do mean as soon as. I've got it up and ready to post as I type this.
Because I love this AU. I know that sounds egotistical, but I really do. I love drawing them, and I'm so excited to show them to you guys, no matter how much you may love or hate it.
I will procrastinate no longer.
Panda-Pancake-Senpai ...
It is time to revive ConclusionTale.
For real this time.
(Okay, I accidentally posted the picture before I posted this, but hopefully you get the point anyways.)
IT'S BACK BABYSo, um, anyone remember this?:
I haven't done anything with it for a while since I could only draw Sans.
BUT NOW.
I have finally learned how to draw a good Papyrus, and my other UT characters have been improving a bit (in my opinion)...
I've already had a few ideas about the storylines and designs for them...
SO SOMEBODY CALL Panda-Pancake-Senpai
CAUSE CONCLUSIONTALE IS BACK, BABY!
OH YEAH!
Oh, also, to anyone who's reading this on 3-13-17, Happy Nap Day!
I'm going to take a very long nap soon. I believe some people call it "sleeping", but I'll call it a nap for the sake of National Nap Day or whatever it's called.
before you continue reading this journal entry)
I said I was going to do something with it.
I said I was going to tell you more about it.
Yet I haven't.
The truth is: I've drawn a lot for this AU. My AU.
I've changed something, too.
I'm posting a CT Sans reference sheet type of thing as soon as I finish typing this journal. And I do mean as soon as. I've got it up and ready to post as I type this.
Because I love this AU. I know that sounds egotistical, but I really do. I love drawing them, and I'm so excited to show them to you guys, no matter how much you may love or hate it.
I will procrastinate no longer.
Panda-Pancake-Senpai ...
It is time to revive ConclusionTale.
For real this time.
(Okay, I accidentally posted the picture before I posted this, but hopefully you get the point anyways.)
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